I really used to hate the fact of looking at cocks.
But recently, I will find myself jerking off to me invisioning me sucking an older cock. It really disturbes me.
Is it just that I am so horny I will jerk off to anything?
And also now a couple times a week I will chat on the phone with an older guy (40's+) about dirty things.
I am still very very attracted to women, its just that guys are like starting to turn me on too and it disturbes me.
And also, its not young 20 year old guys I dream of, it is older men in their 40's and above.
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I must confess
Posted Thu Sep 14, 2006 05:12 PM
I wouldn't let it disturb you. Lots of "straight" guys feel that way. It doesn't change who you are. It's just another side of you that you're finally getting to know. My motto: If it feels good and doesn't hurt anybody...do it!! Nothing wrong with being attracted to guys.
Posted Thu Sep 14, 2006 09:48 PM
What buggsy said. Some people have subconscious fetishes that get them off but in their conscious mind they think their somehow 'wrong'. You just have to decide for you if the pleasure you get from what you're doing outweighs the difficulty you have with your conscience over the matter. Sometimes it just takes letting yourself accept that it's okay to do something you previously thought was 'wrong' for no other reason that your own pleasure. As above though, as long as it's not hurting anyone, you like it, and you want to do it, learn to enjoy it!
Posted Fri Sep 15, 2006 01:18 AM
If its not broken , dont try to fix it LoL . You might just be discovering a new part of being who you are . It's not wrong , abnormal or a defect of any kind . explore these ugres , perhaps experiment who knows , you just may enjoy new pleasures