Posted Fri Oct 06, 2006 06:44 PM
I have many achievements and things in life that will bring me to a very successfull level in my future (they remain anonymous, just as I) and even will all that to look foward too, I just can't shake the feeling that I'm being guided through life by a handless compass. The human physce is a hard beast to tame, and grasp. I don't think I have the intelligence to ever fully understand Human Nature, it's so vast and yet so voidless. It's highly possible that this state can be Drug inflicted. Reguardless, can anyone relate?
Posted Fri Oct 06, 2006 06:51 PM
Posted Fri Oct 06, 2006 06:54 PM
To attend classes to eventually get me somewhere better in life. In essence, to better myself.
Posted Fri Oct 06, 2006 07:13 PM
Yea I'm a weird girl! But at least it
gives me a sense of purpose!
Posted Fri Oct 06, 2006 07:50 PM
Posted Sat Oct 07, 2006 02:15 AM
future monetary success doesnt guarantee happiness either. Your 'handless compass' is ubiquitous with people who have already attained a high degree of material success. The remedy is to align yourself with a goal that is greater than your own self and it's well being, but choose wisely, for many goals lead back to self-defeat.
Having many offspring can create a feeling of worth for us. For they live and grow by your guidance, and will endure whatever fate our world makes for them.
In the end, I have to think that "Misery is the River of the World" and you really can't know you're alive and human (and at least mildy awake/aware) and not be depressed from time to time. Suffering is the human condition. Intermixed with spots of Joy, Altruism, and wondrous appreciation that those things truly make up our lives.
Posted Sat Oct 07, 2006 03:56 AM
That is not paranoid, it is compulsive, generally speaking of course. Depression and Compulsion go hand in hand, which is why so many significant persons in history were aware of depression; their compulsions facilitated their success. If we constantly work and focus on a goal in order to avoid our suffering at idle, there;s a greater chance that we bend the path of humanity and achieve 'greatness' by the record.
Misery is the River of the World
Posted Sat Oct 07, 2006 08:59 AM
The smartest person is one who realizes that no-one will ever have the intelligence to ever fully understand Human Nature, unfortunately by the time one obtains this wisdom, Its too late to get any comfort from it !
If you find it hard to function, i suggest that you see your doctor. He or She should be able to help you, if they can't, find one that can. If you think you have a broken finger, you get it seen to, so treat your brain the same.
Posted Thu Oct 19, 2006 10:53 PM
Posted Fri Oct 27, 2006 04:17 PM
Posted Mon Oct 30, 2006 11:56 PM
I've also heard of him walk into a hospital totally naked @ 3 am asking for help. (winter -30)
He's told me he is Jesus, it disappears as fast as it appears. In his case it is chemical he's not recieving the correct signals from the endorphines the body should be manufacturing. It is a chemical imbalance.
I hope you find what's getting you down, I hate pills so when I'm depressed I try to keep myself so busy I don't have time for a DR apt.
I work with emotionally and mentally challenged kids, and I see mis- diagnosis all the time, but I don't have 8 years of med school.
They are quick to dispense alot of meds.......ritalin rampage
Good luck, chin up