Posted Sun Nov 12, 2006 02:41 PM
Posted Sun Nov 12, 2006 03:46 PM
Posted Sun Nov 12, 2006 03:58 PM
oh, i love myself plenty:drool: i fantasize about myself quite often as well lol i know that probably sounds weird.. but i don't really feel "icky" about myself when i think about myself, it's just when i think about other guys.
Posted Sun Nov 12, 2006 04:04 PM
Posted Sun Nov 12, 2006 04:12 PM
i guess your right but i'm thinking that the only way i can get over myself is if i just succumb to my desires. maybe that will work?
if you don't mind me asking, what part of the US are you from anyway?
Posted Sun Nov 12, 2006 04:37 PM
I'm from maryland btw.
Posted Sun Nov 12, 2006 04:44 PM
Last night, I gave someone a handjob which is the first "sexual" gay thing I've ever done. The thing is, I had originally thought I was going to give him a blowjob, but for some reason I just couldn't go through with that. I just kept thinking there was no way my mouth was going anywhere near his dick. The situation wasn't even that sexual, we both had clothes on and stuff, it was supposed to be simple. I guess what I came to realize is that fantasy is a lot more different than reality. We don't know what we really want. Right now I am kind of regretting that I didn't go through with that blowjob, but I know at the same time if I was put back in that situation I wouldn't be so eager. It's weird. Succumbing to desires isn't too easy.
Posted Sun Nov 12, 2006 04:46 PM
oh, i'm from massachusetts.. just thought i should ask- just in case
it's definetly true that fantasies are very different from reality in some cases, which is why i feel i should try to act on some of my desires to find out if it's really for me.
Posted Wed Nov 15, 2006 01:51 AM
Posted Wed Nov 15, 2006 09:57 AM
After sucking a cock for the first time, I had a similar feeling to the way I felt after the masturbation fantasy. " What the fuck did I do?" Then I thought about it and said to myself, "You know what, it was a pretty cool experience"
My wife thought it was one of the hottest things we ever shared. She was wittness to the whole thing.
I've done it a couple of times and it was certainly a fun experience. I can't see taking things further then living out my fantasy of what it was like to suck a cock. If the perfect situation didn't present itself, it would probably still be a masturbation fantasy.
Posted Thu Dec 14, 2006 11:45 AM