Okay a couple of days ago me and my guy were fooling around, I gave him a hand job. I thought I was doing a good job because he came pretty hard. But now today when i tried to touch him, and I mean just on the arm he told me that I couldn't touch him, he said that I couldn't touch him because I hurt his penis. I have no clue what I'm supposed to do, I mean first I hate myself for having hurt him, but also I don't want to be denied the pleasure that I experience when I'm with him. I mean he has hurt me while fingering me, but that doesn't mean that I've ever cut him off or refused to let him touch me, I just asked for less force, but he never gave me any indication that I did anything wrong. I just don't know what to do. Anyone have any ideas? I mean to never be able to hold his package again, or be able to give him another blow job, I don't know what I'd do, and I was looking forward to the next time we were going to get together, you see I'm a virgin, for the moment, he just doens't want to move to fast in fear of scaring me away, but I feel like I'm scaring him away after hurting him, and I don't know, I was promised that the next time we got together that we'd be able to experiment with 69ing I don't wanna miss out on that. I don't wanna sound like a drama queen either, but he knows I don't have much experience, I mean he is the only guy I've ever done anything with. It's not like I tried to hurt him. I don't know, what do you guys think I should do?
Thanks a bunch for any help you can give